It's been a hell of a bad year, in some respects. Not the entire year, but perhaps the latter portion. All you can do is look forward. I'm really tired of driving while looking in my rear-view mirror. It's hard to see where you are going that way. Maybe I'll dust off the drums and start playing again. Maybe I will look at things with new eyes this year. There are a lot of things I can do differently. The good thing about starting over, is that you can actually be the person you aspire to be. There are no misconceptions about the way things will be. You can truly close one chapter of your life, and begin another. I truly believe that things will eventually get better for me as time goes on.... Look at me! The glass... It's becoming half-full already!