I try to talk about rainbows and butterflies; peace signs and smiley faces, but I'm kind of dark, (you may have noticed). I have come to the conclusion that I can't change the way things are anymore. I have to simply let go of the past and move on. Is this Christmas destroyed? Yes. But next Christmas may be better. I just got out of a horrible relationship. I'm not blaming myself 100% anymore. It takes two miserable people to mess things up beyond repair. So... I've decided to just say the hell with it, and have a good rest of the week. I have no idea where I'm going, but it will be an adventure for sure...