Day 54

Day 54:
Things aren't going well. The small financial net that would have saved us has yet to materialize. Since December 2, my life has turned into a stress pool of uncertainty. When you search on a daily basis for some semblance of salvation, and the tunnel seems so dark, it's difficult to move on. When you are so bored that you are resorted to watching trashy, British talk shows on YouTube, you know things are grim. I pray there is some light, some crack in this darkness soon, because at day 20, I was already losing it.