Lost

It's those little things that ruin your life...
Your mind reeling, searching frantically  for some semblance of why...
Watching your life slide away in the fast-moving landslide of stupidity.
You find yourself alone with your selfish, empty thoughts, as you finally realize that you're an utter idiot.
You stand in the warm ashes of your  destroyed life wondering what the hell happened.
Your mouth agape, and in shock, as your little world crumbles around you.
There are too many pieces to pick up this time.
You are a broken mess, and the only one that is to blame stares blankly back from the ugly mirror.
You lost your rope, and ripped up your map right before you leapt into the unforgiving wilderness.
You threw away all chances of salvation over and over again...
Even now that you're free from your shackles, you remain imprisoned within your own idiotic decisions, and nothing can change that...
You are lost, and as it looks, it must have been by design, because no one makes such blatant mistakes repeatedly unless they want to be lost...
With the exception of major brain damage, there is no excuse for such stupidity.