quid pro qou

I've been talking to myself again...
The mutterings of a madman...
Had a dream last night that gave me
the secrects of unity and peace...
Can't remember the end, or even how it began...
My mind is again slipping away...
Like a fragile vase falling
that you can't quite catch...
I try to pick up all the pieces
that I can't reattach...
Now everything is the same...
Back to quid pro quo...
Maybe I should just drill a hole,
and let the madness flow...