I'm finally staring to realize that I don't really want my old life back. I've begged and pleaded for a new start, but there is no "new" start with you. Come to think of it, you weren't very nice to me anyway. Why would I want that life back? Why not focus my energy into a different life? One without you... I wish you luck, but as far as "changing" to fit your perception of me, I don't see it happening babe. I'm going to keep on doing what I do, and the hell with changing every aspect of my life for you. When I want to change, I'll do it for me. I'll be fine without you. I've been doing it for awhile now anyway. If I could go back about six years, maybe I would care more, but if my life is going to go back to the way it was recently, no thanks. I do miss the kids, but I don't miss you telling me what a pathetic loser I am every day. Take it easy... I'll see you around.