The dripping June heat was almost too much to bare today. I sat in the miserable, humid day with my thoughts focused on you. Where is this year going? Seems like only last month, I was cursing the bitter cold. With that cold, there were only thoughts of doubt and darkness. Even though the weather is brutal, my smiles are becoming uncontrollable as the days go on. I have no idea where I'm headed, but I have a strange feeling that my life is about to become better.