JUMP

If nothing else, I am the master of rash, impulsive decisions. To be as OCD as I am, I really do some spontaneous things sometimes. I make major leaps in order to break up the monotony in my life. These choices are usually major mistakes. It looks like at my age, I would have learned something by now. Sometimes I get in a rut, and will do ANYTHING to get out of it. I ask myself who I am, and what the hell I’m doing on a daily basis. The fact is, I have no idea who I am sometimes, and I think I do stupid things in an attempt to have some semblance of control in my life. That being said, perhaps this blind leap will fair better for me than the jumps I have made in the past. Maybe this time I will land on my feet running, as opposed to all the times I have crashed and burned for months on end. Sometimes you just have to say, “screw it. I’m jumping.” This is again one of those times…