OK, it's time to put all of this insanity to rest. I will recover from all this misfortune, and things will happen to me that I can't even fathom right now. Enough with all the negative crap I've been spewing for the last month or so. I go from darkness to light back to darkness. I'm tired of it all at this point. I just want a normal life. I am really done whining and complaining about my life. It could be worse. I could have missing limbs, or severe mental illness. (well, missing limbs would be bad enough) Things are going to be OK for me. I just have to be strong and decide if it's worth it to go on. You never know what's around the corner.