Forgive Me

I'm sorry I left you with all these troubles...
To bob helpless in a raging sea...
I really didn't mean to leave you...
Didn't mean to make it all about me...
As I cry upon this paper...
Clearer thoughts I've never had...
And as I sit alone in protest...
You are the one who sits there sad...
I hate where I am...
I hate what I've become...
I miss you all so dearly...
I hate that I'm so dumb...
And if I ever see you again through all the madness...
I hope you can forgive me...
I hope to be the boat that saves you from that raging sea...