Hologram

I was numb as I stepped into the water...
I was numb when I realized you were gone...
I was numb to new illusions...
Didn't want to learn any new songs...
The pain is finally subsiding...
Just as I knew it would...
I'm trying to find my place now,
As I know I should...
I wake up a little differently now...
I'm starting to accept where I am...
I look hard through the shadows and mist,
but you are but a hologram...