Things have been up and down lately. Such is life. These blog entries are my vent for letting out my negativity. They are not meant to concern anyone about my well-being or even my sanity. I write this stuff as an outlet. I suppose I could write my thoughts as a Word document, and keep it to myself. (Probably not a bad idea most of the time) But instead, I feel it necessary to share all my darkness, strife, chaos, fears, and madness with all of you. I know what you're thinking.... Lucky me... This truly is my therapy. If I keep all of this bottled up inside, there's no telling what could happen. Being a private person has never been my strong suit. I am extremely public about what's going on in my life to a fault. Just remember if you are reading this craziness, it's just me letting out the demons as opposed to keeping them locked inside my head. Don't take everything I say to heart, my life really isn't that bad. I tend to focus on the problem of the day. If you don't receive your weekly blog entry email for a while, then it's time to worry about me...