Lately I've been on auto-pilot. I am coasting numbly through a period of uncertainty and sustained chaos. Some direction would be nice, but my compass is broken on more levels than I'd like to admit. Where I go from here is any one's guess. I have become a void driver of a vehicle aimlessly veering in and out of traffic. And on top of all that, my headlights don't even work! Dealing with my life seems like an exercise in futility at this point. I used to not be this vacant... What the hell happened to me?