I systematically alien people, one by one. I'm not sure if it's my dark sarcasm that could be construed as a non-caring attitude, or if it's just my personality in general. I tend to not be the most out-going person in the world. I know I can be reclusive and self-withdrawn, but on occasion, I can be whitty and funny, but probably not entirely interesting. I know that the true friends I do have, know me, and realize all my faults, but still speak to me nonetheless. It's the whole concept of making "new" friends I have a problem with. I haven't made any new friends in a long time. Partly because I don't get out much, and secondly because I don't really care to invite new people into my limited, little world. At any rate, I think it would be healthy to meet some new people. I really have no idea how to that though. Co-workers and colleagues are not really "friends". They are acquaintences at best. So the question remains, how do you meet new people, and introduce them into your highly disfunctional life? Is it really fair to do to people anyway? Maybe I'll work on my "issues", then try to incorporate people into my new improved life at some point. That's probably the fair thing to do... Don't you think?
4 comments:
Honestly it would be good to meet "new" friends while your life isn't improved. That way you know they are accepting you for who you truly are. You are very different and it takes the right kind of people to understand and get you. I understand you and think your very funny, entertaining, interesting, but also you are different than other people but we all have to be different or else this would be one boring place besides the fact that I wouldn't want to be like you. :)
First try to be interested in someones hobbies and interests other than your own hobbies and interests. Try it. I like biking and hiking.
Love ya brotha!
I find it refreshing that their is someone just as dysfunctional as me. That's one of the reasons I like and respect you so much.
I think a lot of people would identify with your feelings, more so today that ever before
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