I hate you so much... I know you hate me too. I still see the disdain in your dark eyes. My love has transformed itself into something black and cold. I have to be careful not to let it consume me, as it once did. Would rather feel sweet love instead of this penetrating darkness that fills my little, stone of a heart. I can't wait until this fades into mere indifference. Hate is an emotion that shouldn't exist, yet it is all I see... Where is the righteousness of forgiveness? Where are all those deceitful platitudes that spill out of my disingenuous mouth? Speaking of that wilted idea of love, when nothing but the night dwells within my soul....