Dark lager and pizza tonight. I respond to various things that don't matter, via my virtual world. Eating blue candy to enhance or suppress my mood. I drift into an obscure, music-induced attitude of numbness. Sad existence? Perhaps... Realized that sex is over-rated recently. Realized being alone is not so bad. A girl is bothering me with incoherent text messages. I grow weary of it all. Think I will sculp something out of clay later (at least in my mind). I am simply "here" tonight...