I'm totally preoccupied by music lately. I walk past the flickering TV only in passing. I am in a different reality while being alone. My mind works on a different level now. I am obsessed with music again, like I used to be. All kinds of inherent traits are reemerging. Some good, some bad. I feel myself slipping back into my original personality, which is not altogether a bad thing. It's a weird concept that the people around you influence the way you truly are, or want to be... Solitude is actually becoming a blessing in disguise.